Fail

Fail.
Get battered to the ground.
Let your blood mix in the soil,
And make the soil sour.
Let you feel failed,
Injured, battered, lost.
Let your failure propel you,
Through the sea of life.

Let you be miserable,
Let you be hungry,
To understand what is misery,
To feel what is hunger.

Let you grow wings,
After you feel clipped.
Let you know sorrow,
To know happiness.

Let the wildness soar,
Can you please be free?
Let the madness grow,
As many drops in the sea.

Let you be all-pervasive,
At least in your dream,
And you will not even know,
When it has become reality….

About Me

They say- Success is a habit. But I have not made it a habit. My successes are few and far between.They are glimpses of my power, my leadership, my total control of situations, my tremendous inner drive.I am not always brimming with that do-or-die spirit or that indomitable will to win.Lately, I have been worried about my fluctuating spirit- sometimes I am filled with energy to pursue a cause and at other times, I just go on quietly with the flow of life, like everyone else around me.I hope the change in course of my career( I am going for MBA soon ) will stabilise me better, for now I am quite restless.But that's not the bottomline. The bottomline is that- I sometimes feel just too restless and at most others, I am just fine- living life simply and anonymously and lazily.No. This has to stop. Coz I have just this life- to live to the fullest.I want to live freely- not scared of what others think about what I am doing- not scared of any damn thing in the world at all- and that will happen only when I fully know what I truly, madly, deeply want from my life. That is my journey of discovery.
People are usually sure of what they exactly want, or they seem to discover their passion in life very soon, but I don't know yet. I am yet to discover what work I am exactly meant to do in this world and how rich and famous and glorious I will be in future, or whether these dreams of glory will remain just that- dreams of glory.
As of now, I am still just chilling out, and waiting for my MBA life to start. I seriously hope- that will give me a new lease of life and get me closer to my dreams.

Smile for Me

You smile like a flower,
And your eyes smile,
With all the innocence,
Of a five-year-old.

How do I describe,
How pure is your smile,
How sweet, how cute,
How divine is your smile…

It is like that of a baby’s,
Who has got all that he ever wanted,
It is frank and free and happy,
And shy all at the same time.

Your smile reflects your goodness,
Your purity,
And that you are divine.

Your smile shows gratefulness,
To the Lord,
And to me also.

I wish that you always smile,
Radiating your tremendous love,
And purifying my life……….